Friday, December 31, 2010

whole thingy

yeah!! new semester gonna start! xtaw la pe yg ak aser..xcited?naah..slalu nk stat sem sume ckp :

'sem nie ak nk try wat better dri sem lpas'

'sem nie ak nk try nek kan pointer'

'sem nie ak nk dl'

x payah!!

HAHAHA

3 taun da ak dok asyik ulang2 ayat2 tuh..ending same gak..
so ak juz nk enjoy jep..ape yg ak dpt 2 sume dri usaha ak gak en..so juz do it..

cutie sem nie ak mlepak jek..futsal..bowling..mlepak..tgk bola..mlepak..
sng citer mlepak jela..

oh..ak ade ucapan n pesanan sket kat org2 trtentu...

1st-miera @ syg..
jge drie leklok ye..jgn nkl2..b syg baby..egt 2..baby sorang jek..namo dgil2 da pasnie ye..
biarla mende2 yg da jd 2 kite jdi kan pngajaran (ceh ayat)
namo jdi lg keyh..im olweys urs..

2nd-farik..
thanx weh lepak ngan ak..spend tyme dgr ak merepek2..thanx sgt2 weh..haha thanx delay blik perak..ak de membe lepak SABATA hahaha sayang~ hahaha t cutie sem cam biasssa r en hahaha..

3rd-both my sista..
adik2 ku..sila la belajar dgn rajin lg tekun hahaha..kakak ajar adik 2 sket ye..tlg dye sket..
kakak pon blaja rjin2 ye make our parent proud! maen2 la jgak tp stady 2 jgn tggl..

4rd-harith..
klu ko bace blog nie..ye..ak ngaku ak slh ritu..tp..xkan sal mende camnie ko nk ptus membe..ko da besa rith..pandai2 r pk..klu btol name membe..mende taek cam nie bkn alasan nk tacing2 keyh..

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jela yg ak nk ckp n pesan..well..2morow mau grk melaka..doa kan ak selamat smpai keyh..
until then adiosss~ assalamualaikum n salam sjhtera wUuuhUuu!!

Friday, December 24, 2010

dont get me wrong

sorry if im disturbing u while u r having ur conversation wif ur frens..
i must haf annoyed u wif my text..
im juz worry bout u..
n most important..i miss u..we dun c each other quit a time..
n im starting to miss u so badly.wif d time remaining 4 me 2 go back studying. ol i can do iz juzt text u..
n wut a dissapoinment 4 me wif ol ur reply..

i juz miss u..no matter where,time n what im doing at dat time..u olweys in my thought

but ..
maybe it was my fault..
i dun rmmber bout ur habit..
i was wrong too..
assuming there r nothing n no one important than me..
that is my mistake
im sorry..really2 sorry..
next time..ill rmmber that..ill gif u spaces u need
anything..

so dat u noe..ill do anything 4 u..as long as we dun keep fyte wif each other..anything..
cuz u r priority among others..n olweys b

Sunday, December 19, 2010

blank

i might forgive but may not forget.

after all dis year..i found out that sumtymes it takes a lot of sacrifice to make sum1 hepy

all that i want is to protect peoples that i love, that i care so nothing bad happen to them.

but..it appears that they dun care much..

everything dat i said juz left abandoned

d same situation juz keep repeating. n i guess this time i haf to call it a quit.

all my effort juz useless...

well..i juz want u 2 b hepy..

if i haf 2 keep all my pain, my disappointment, my sorrow 4 u 2 b hepy then ill do it

anything for u..

all i can do now is juz hoping that nothing bad gonna happen 2 u..
cuz i haf put ALL MY EFFORTS 2 protect u..

BUT D ONLY THING IN DIS WORLD THAT STOP ME FROM DOING THAT..

IS UR OWN ACT...

Thursday, October 21, 2010

back 2 d right path..

i've been searching for the reason..
and wondering..
from the start..
why things are not the same like before..
feels like..
something missing..
everything is not right..
there's too many obstacles..
every day..every single moment..
i've tried to fixed it..
with all that i could..
but..
it still the same..

then..
just remember..
how far i've been..
from Him..

started my days without saying thank You to Him..
doesn't think about Him..
doesn't ask anything from Him..
doesn't pray to Him..
doesn't recite to Him..


Ya Allah..i beg for Your forgiveness..

Monday, October 18, 2010

siblings

yep..i haf 2 sisters - Maisarah Aqilah & Nisa Syahirah
both r different from me..they cute..smart n charming not like me..klu compare mesti rmai tnye

'r u really their brother?'

heh..
dun care la..

jdi ank sulung nie sumtymes xbezh..kdg2 nk gak aser de abg..kakak..

but during diploma..found sum1 dat i can call 'abg'

so close wif him..sharing everything..he olweyz b wif me..

but no longer now..

really miss him..

now..knl ngan gurl yg beza umor setaun jek..but pggl dye 'akak'..

penah plak ak pggl org yg beza staon 2 taon nie akak/abg
rezen?

cuz she treated me like her own brother
being so nice wif me..
even jmpe dlm 1 sem nie 2 3 kali jep..
contact pon jrg..tpi..she so nice 2 me..
recently hang out ngan dye..share my prob..n dye bg smgt sket..
even efek speech dye xbyk sgt..tpi kinda relieved..

thanx sis..really appreciated it..

but next sem wont c her anymore..duin her practical..

yeah..wonder y cant b wif d 1 u love 4 a long tyme..

but im hepie..

now dat i haf peoples..dat i can call..

ABG..KAKAK..ADIK



love u guys

Sunday, October 10, 2010

hear me

im not d type dat lyke 2 complaint juz sumtyme need sum1..
at least juz 2 hear my story..everything changed..so obvious...
rase nk talk ngan sum1..but..evry1 de prob msg2..xske nk beban'n org ngan mslh sndri..

why eh?..bler org ssh bru crik kte. tyme epie gelak2 xde pon nk egt. manusia mmg cm2 eh?

ryte now..all dat i want is go HOME .


evrything not going d way i hope. mmg la kte xkan dpt sume. but..
hurm..

-no longer haf mood 2 stady


-evry1 seems so far away

-peoples want me 2 listen 2 them but they didnt even try 2 hear me

-smiles cover up sorrow. it works .










Wednesday, July 14, 2010

ohh0oyy~~

hoho ari nie bmula sperti biasa...got clazz here..got clazz there nothin interesting.

tp..jeng3! haha blik claz tdi xde pe nk wat so dak2 rumah(larong,kupang n cine) decide nk g bli peti ais n washer machine arie nie gak..actually d plan is 2 buy it 2mollow.
so,kteorg pon grk r g kdai letrek. ritu dah survey peti ais rege ok la $580 tpi tdi dpt krg lgi saploh hengget! ok la 2..

then grk g KOK MAMMO'UK! (courts mammoth) hahaha nie si cine r salah ckp. kat sini nk angkat washer machine plak..ritu survey $289 egt'n delivery charge free...hmphhh...49 hengget..
dah lari bajet...bincang pnye bncang kteorg decide bwk blik sndrey mesen 2. tppi pning gak r cuz mle2 egt xmuat nk sumbat dlm kete VIVA WRU milik larong,tpi brader
KOK MAMMO'UK 2 ckp lpaz jek.so we gif it a try.

yg hebatnye bkan setakat mesen,kteorg skali pon muat msok dlm kete hahhahaha.


x caye??!! c it 4 urself maa...












end of story.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

ASSHOLE..

ttbe la ak nk open cter nie..mmg da la lme jek ak thn since skolah kowt. delah sekor makhluk Allah yg perasan agak bagoss wlupun hakikatnye ko pnye bagoss 2 sebanyak secoe't grm jek...

alkisah la mase mule2 ak msok skolah nie..courze ak de 2 claz jek, ak dlm 2nd claz. well sume org ok jek tpi ak mmg xknl sekor pon dlm claz 1st clazz 2..ak aser mcm 2 planet yg terasing antara 1st n 2nd clazz so ak try la make fwens...nak2 org 1st yg ak nk try make fwens r mamat yg bajet nie.. WADEFAK!! naseb ak tyme 2.. so ak try r tego mamat WADEFAK nie...perghhh~~ mmg WADEFAK OF AN ATTITUDE!! tyme ak tego 2 mke xnk ketat mcm spender wrestling plak ak tgk..ak tnye jwb sepatah2 jek then dtg plak pompuan tnye ko sumthing bapak xcited glerh mke ko PUNDA!! ak da mcm org b0do jek kat c2..xpe2 ak chow..pasal pangai ko 2 ak decide malaz nk lyn d whole 1st clazz sbb ak pk dak 1st clazz nie mmg xcmpor ngan dak 2nd clazz

naek form5, ak nye result ok la jgak so ak dcampakkan ke 1st clazz nie..then xsmpai seminggu ak da ok ngan dak2 claz nie..mmg jauh la pe yg ak sangka'n tyme ak form4 dlu..tpi mamat WADEFAKK nie mmg sudah disangka2, pangai dye mmg thp hanjeng umah cine yg menyalak 3 4 pagi. Pangai dye nie leyh la ak rumuz'n mcm nie - desperately nk attntion dari pompuan-

dahla xb'cmpor lgsg ngan dak laki courze sndrey, pas2 klu leyh nk melepet ngan dak pompuan jek..haduish..dlu memule ak egt ak sorang jela yg xske ko..upenye dak laki sume 'kureng' ngan ko, smpai ade yg kuar statement xnk g reunion sbb ko ade..haha WADEFAKK..

pas2 dah habez skolah egt dah berubah pangai, hmphhhhh~~ HARAPAN! kat fb pompuan bkn maen ko mlayan..tpi ngan kteorg dak laki..BOYAN! so ak delete la ko sbb ak aser xde pekdah nye umat mcm ko nie..then tdi ak tgk notify ko add ak..otomatik tgn ak click ignore padahal otak ak nga kosong tyme 2..

so,klu aser2 nk b'kawan perangai kne senonoh keyh!

Monday, June 21, 2010

mezmer~



adi houzmate tyme ak part 6 de kat kl riney, dye ajak ak lepak so ak lepak la ngan dye..rndu kat dye n houzmate2 len-kupang&larong- kteorg lepak g makan n cter la mcm2 standed r da lme xjmpe..ak egt blik sume kenangan tyme lazt sem 2..bezh gler kot member kamceng ak sume dok 1 rumah mmg havoc glerh r..dala byr sewa umah sebulan jek pdhal dok 5 blan haha sape soh tuan rumah baek atie sgt..trimaz encik yg smpai skang ak tataw name ko..

pas lepak adi kne gerak so dye anta ak alek mah..then kol 5 ak g amek adek ak kat skola agama..nk wat cmne..dlm biodata ak skang kat bahagian occupation 2 dah tulez unemployed, so mmg bapak ak serahkan tugas drebar kat ak r..ak bkn ape..ak nie pemalaz sket nk bwk kete..sobab eh driver2 kat kl nie tyme amek lesen dlu cekgu dorang ckp "klu ko nk jimat mnyak ko xyah bg signal..nanti minyak ko save 2 bar" .klu drebar teksi lg r..dorang pkai NGV en so otometik signal dorang xleyh pkai..xcaye meyh r jenjalan kat kl..

mlm ak lek2 jap pas2 dak2 ajak men futsal ngan awe klantan,men la jap smpai kol 2 g tgk spain kat mapley gurney..ade ak arai ayie farik n harith yg sekembalinye dari new zealand curry houz..harith bg souvenir kat kteorg..nie ak nye~~~




THANX harith!!

well..konon nye esok arie plg bz ak..ak nk g uitm shah alam nk try tnye sal degree ak,nk ptong rmbot sebab ak da samok sgt nie,nk anta baju keje ak n nk tlg farik setelkan kedai otak2 dye..skang pon da kol 6 lebeyh..agak2 kol bape ak bgon.. marilah meneka..zzZZzzz..

Sunday, June 20, 2010

mandi~~

arinie ak bgn mak ak kjot..

mama:bang..membe ko kat luar.

aduhh!! ak tgk enset..hermm! kol 9.59! cantekk..smalam dok bahan2 farik lazt2 ak yg lmbt..apekesial laa..! cepat2 ak amek attire futsal ak ngan ksot! dgn xbsoh mke ak stret kuar n jmpe dorang wat mke xbersalah hahaha. then ak ayie farik arai gerak IFC..

smpai sane sume da de (lan n haziq)..ak lek2 dlu..pas2 tyme men la aser pling sial..ade 3 team -team ak..team ed..n team membe ed- team ed 2 pnye sng kteorg labi..tpi team lgi 1 nie kteorg yg kne labi..pdhal team ed labi team lgi 1 2..apekesial la..
pape pon ak puaz maen sbb aser de chemistry improvement dlm team..

abez men kol 12.30..kne msok keje kol 2..dak2 nie yg diketuai arai setan bakar line ak ngan ayie ajak g mandi kat templer..mcm sial! lazt ak ngan ayie tewas ngan hasutan setan2 tuh..ayie msg kat manager ak-si wady d boss ckp kteorg de kenduri so msok kol 3 hahahaha..so g la templer mandi manda..kat templer nie plg bezt! ak tgk arai tgolek mcm ahmad r0oney gemok dari batu sbb licin..hahahaha mcm nangka busukk la sial!!

then kteorg nk grk..pdhal tyme 2 da kol 3 hahahaha..lmbt lgi la msok keje nie..tape..last day hahaha..msok2 keje je wady ngan tagline dye

FAKKY0OU~~

wat d hell of attitude a manager! hahha arinie rmai gak customer..
then wady soh closing awal..pdhal dye da plan nk mandy kan ak ngan ayie..mcm sial..
ak nga bsoh pggn kne jiruz ngan air longkang..FUCKIMAK tol!! ayie kne air mop ngan air ayam haha tpi revenge iz ours! ak ngan ayie rendam stokin+kasot dlm air then bling kat wady..hahahaha tepat kne muka!! pdn mke setan!! (sore haji bakhil)
blik umah bsh2 then ak mandy..skang ak nk g mlepak ngan farik ayie arai..gtg..chow~

Saturday, June 19, 2010

born..

yeah..riney mmg ari plg lansuwer bg ak...pagi2 da bgn lmbt cuz tgk match england..
dala ngantok..tape..msok keje lmbt perkara biasa dkt rasamas..ak manager plak..
tyme keje ak soh kupang cek kan ak dpt dgree under uitm x..
kupang dah cek..dye kate xpat..ak dah jadik xbtol..

1 arie nie ak aser d0wn glerh..tgk bola ngan farik arai pon cam pe jek..ak xtgk pon..
tmenung jek..dah bez ak blik troz..mle egt xnk kuar ngan pompuan nie..jakgi ak pk t ak rndu plak kat dye..tape2..kuar jek..dye ckp mke ak masam jek..ak aser bese jek..xpe..
layankan...haha anyway dye r tlg ak wat blog nie..n lepak ngan pompuan nie wat ak cheer up sket..thanx b! ala ok la 2 sket pon cheer up gak en?en?en?tgk..dah majok mkn kentang plak dye..tape..pndai la ak pjuk jakgey..

hurm..pape pon ak still hope rayuan yg ak wat (otw) dtrime..amin..

hey b..thanx 4 evrything..i lurve u so much syg..