sleepless

xnk lame plak ak xbkak natang blog nie. haish..nie pon sbb xleh tido + buhssan . saje la nk menaip. nk ngarot sal tido. tido amat la pnting bg manusia. kajian mnyatakan waktu tidur ya afdal bg manusia adalah minimum 6 jam bagi org dewasa. tapi...

bile ak da keje dlm bulan pose nie..ak aser mcm xkenal perkataan 'TIDUR' . sebab nye..?

-hari ak bermula dgn aktiviti pergi kerja pkul 9 / 10 pg.
-ak blik pkul 5 / 6 ptg.
-tggu bkak pose.
-pas buke g terawih.
-pas terawih g lepak.
-blik lpak kol 4 pagi.
-alang2 tggu sahur.
-pas sahur , tggu subuh.
-tkot xbgn nk g keje esok, online smpai pg.
-pastuh g keje.
-repeat la blik mende yg same mcm yg ke 2 td.

...jumpe perkataan 'TIDUR' ?

tak jumpe kan?

sekian. ok bye .

Cigar purlis~

Today planning mau nonton 'KONGSI' sama miera but we couldnt make it, so just jenjalan ngan dye hehe still im hepy
hahaha plg xbleh blah ade org slh ckp arini ngahahahaha ~ slalu bhn ak jek riney dye plak slh cakap. hamek ko. berturut plak tuh wakakaka. nk marah ak nye psl sye leh slh ckp lak..

miera : ape la ayang nie..baek gne duwet tuh wat topap..leh jgak msg2 kite. nie x ! ade duwet g bli kotak serokok

*bunyi cengkerik jap*
agagagagagagagagagagaga

egt da abes da pastuh leh bantai ckp kotok serokak plak
agagagagagagagagagagagaga

adeyh skit prot ak gelak td haha.to my syg sorry i post dis haahaha saje je supaye xlpe wakakaka~ luv u syg


   Enuf wif dat, td nga lepak2 kat ruang tamu tetibe babah leh tnye plak

Babah : eh mane kucen abg? kate nk bwk blik?

aku: oo..kat miera. bg dye jage.

babah : laa nape xbwk blik umah?

aku: xde egt babah xkasi bela..

babah : laa (for d 2nd tyme) bela jela. babah kasi. nk bela kucen ke ular ke bela jela.

tyme ak dgr tuh cam caye x caye jep. mane x nye. dlm fam ak,ak sorang je ske kucen, yg len2 bapak anti nye plus adik2 ak tkot kucen hahaha dgn umah nie de ikan n burung so ak cam x expect la yg bpk ak bg hahaha epie doh!


dats ol jela story of d day ngee~ kucen~ kucen~ kucen~

Mixed Emotion.

Today waking up around 10.30 a.m. haha bangun,packing up my things to go home.
For the 1st time, xrase hepy pon after last paper of xm. Haish.. Just pray result x trok sgt.
So, packed up evrything, n siap'n 1 of d cat-parmesan n bertolak.

OTW - amat2 la mara & bngang ngan parmesan cuz dye xnk dok lam kotak yg ak wat n asyik kuar je smpai melilau2 ak bwk kete. last2 da bngang ak biar je lepas dlm kete..smbil ak drive dye merayau lam kete kejap2 g dashboard blakang kejap2 dtg kat ak. Sengal tol..then singgah bangi jap amek miera cuz dye nk tman'n ak bli brg2 parmesan.

Arriving KL - haha ak da tataw nk letak mane parmesan nie, time ak slongkar dapur ak nmpk sgkar brung yg empty so ak tibai n msok'n parmesan dlm tuh padan muke dye ngahaha~ Then g k4 bli brg n g mkn ngan miera. After dat anta miera blik..otw nk blik mah dpt kol dri farik ajak lepak..so lepak jela kat mapley gurney.
Mlm lak lpak kat HR STeak area2 kg baru gak. Bapak arhh~ xnk rmai lak mkn sini ak aser xde pe pon yg spessell kat sini bese jep tah pe org ske dtg mkn sini ku pon tiada lah mengerti nya.

conclusion - Ak still pk sal paper2 yg ak xpat jwb ari tu. Aduh lau sangkut 2 paper kompom down gler ak da la sub susssah weeeyhhhh !! Idop xaman tol pk sal paper nie.. Hurm another thing dat bother my mind nape ade jek org ske caik point ak..letih r weh camni ak da xlrt nk beta2 ngan korang. Korang nk ckp ak SOMBONG ke X EGT KAWAN ke hah ape lg ape lg?? CKP LA OKKKEEE !! ak da xlarat nk jage hati korang cuz korang pon cam xreti nk jage hati ak kan. asal korang epie sudah.

End Of Enjoyment..

well,tomorrow according to the plan go back to melaka. Even paper start on next Thursday but haf to go back early cuz got bengkel FAR 400 on Monday. hurm.. sepintas lalu pe yg ak wat while in KL..

not much.just d same thing.Hangout wif Shidun,Kemas,Farik,Arai,Ayie n Bob kat brj tgk bola. Then de gak lpak Tbun men Fifa11..but d best thing is pat spend time almost everyday wif her =) Ulang alik Bangi juz to tmn mira g shopping her stationery. Then stady kat library wif her n farik..but most of d time tido jek kat lib tu xtaw nape bkak buku jek mate ak pejam..to me mende tu lazim da.

Haish la malas tol ak nk blik mlake nie dala xpat mkn sedap2 lg pastu belanje kompom byk. Tp nk wat cane still haf to go back =.='

Well..so long Kuala Lumpur. Hope can come back asap. Cuz im belong here..

get use to it!

well..smalam hari ak blik mlake tuk mlekan sem ke 2 sbgai siswa degree ngahaha!
ak mle planning nk grk ngan larong..dye ckp dlm kol 10.okie.set alarm!

then pg 2 bapak ak kejut ak..dye tnye
'nak blik ari nie ke'

ak angguk jep

then dye tnye kol bape..ak ckp la kol 10 jakgey..dye tnye..10 mlm ke..ak ckp la 10 pg..
mau ak kne gelak hahaha bpk ak ckp 10 pg apebende nye da kol 12 lbh ngahahahaha!

takpela..ak gerak ptg sket dlm kol 4 cm2 sbb ak ngantuk lg..
then ak grk n smpai mlake around 6 laa..smpai2 jek ak tros g haircut cuz da rimas sgt rmbot pnjg..lgpun nk stat sem bru mesti nk kacak2.ptuih!

after haircut tros grk blik mah sewa..smpai2 jep ak de 4 newcomers dlm mah ak..
2 org n 2 binatang!

1st ak nk ckp welcomes 2 aloy n yb yg bru join dok mah ak starting dis sem! great! sewa umah n bil2 bagai dpt ditanggung 6 org so murah sket..yes! Alhamdulillah!

ouh ya yg lg 2 are cats! kucen nie kepunyaan my sis (bkn adik kndung keyh) -Siti Nur Jamilah hahaha inteprem name ko jap (blanje ak mkn xlari). dye mntak ak ngan dak2 mah tlg jage..ak mmg dari dlu nk bela kucen tp xpat cuz dlm fam ak..ak sorang je ske kucen.. mayb nie rezki hehe xpe ak jgela..so smpai umah 2 ak nmpk 2 ekor nie dlm sangkor ngee~ epie gler ak troz ak g kat kucen men2 ngan dorang..
dua2 kucen nie demok n gebu..meyh ak citer sal sekor2..

1st-Onar
haa~ dye nie kaler itam mati hahaha xdela..itam jep..real name Twister kot. tp ak decide bg name bru.Onar! cuz bru lpas sgkr dye da wat onar ngan ak..dye g mlepaskan molekul2 yg dicampur ngan zat2 berwarna coklat yg mmpunyai bau yg boleh mmbuka slera singa iaitu TAIK!! argh! tensyen tol ak..so lpas bg mkn straight ak kurung dlm cage..pas2 dye leh tbalikkan litter box dye smpai bsepah pasir..argh!!! mmg padan name ko onar! tp dye nie manje..klu ak pggil msti dtg n menyendeng kat ak..ngee~




2nd-Galado
hahaha yg nie ok sket dri Onar.name btol Jerry.until now xbyk wat hal..dye nie jarang dtg kat org..dye kaler ala2 rimau..name dye Galado sbb mase ak ltk dlm cage dye leh baring smbil ltk kepala kat tangga..geram lak ak tgk..Galado stand 4 Gaya Larong Tido hahahaha




ak mmg epie la pat jaga kucen nie wlupun bkn kucen ak..skang nie da ari ke 2 n ak malas nk ltk dorang dlm sangkor cuz kesian..so ak biar dye merayap dlm mah jep..dorang mcm okie jep berak pon dlm litter box.ok..as long ko xberak merata ak bg ko kebebasan tp klu k wat hal lg mmg kne perintah bkurung r tok seminggu ngahahaha! so BEHAVE!





smalam ak xpat tido..kol 4 bru lelap..nie r dye penangan cutie sem..manjang cutie ak tido pas subuh n bgon kol 4 ptg..skang nie ak nga wisau cuz ak da trbiase..aduh..dala ri senin nie 1st clas 8.30 a.m. ..hurm..arap2 dpt tido n bgun awal (mcm x je)

hahaha neway..mebi jrg update blog cuz sem nie cam bz jep..tgk la..de free time ak update..until then adioss..Assalamualaikum

whole thingy

yeah!! new semester gonna start! xtaw la pe yg ak aser..xcited?naah..slalu nk stat sem sume ckp :

'sem nie ak nk try wat better dri sem lpas'

'sem nie ak nk try nek kan pointer'

'sem nie ak nk dl'

x payah!!

HAHAHA

3 taun da ak dok asyik ulang2 ayat2 tuh..ending same gak..
so ak juz nk enjoy jep..ape yg ak dpt 2 sume dri usaha ak gak en..so juz do it..

cutie sem nie ak mlepak jek..futsal..bowling..mlepak..tgk bola..mlepak..
sng citer mlepak jela..

oh..ak ade ucapan n pesanan sket kat org2 trtentu...

1st-miera @ syg..
jge drie leklok ye..jgn nkl2..b syg baby..egt 2..baby sorang jek..namo dgil2 da pasnie ye..
biarla mende2 yg da jd 2 kite jdi kan pngajaran (ceh ayat)
namo jdi lg keyh..im olweys urs..

2nd-farik..
thanx weh lepak ngan ak..spend tyme dgr ak merepek2..thanx sgt2 weh..haha thanx delay blik perak..ak de membe lepak SABATA hahaha sayang~ hahaha t cutie sem cam biasssa r en hahaha..

3rd-both my sista..
adik2 ku..sila la belajar dgn rajin lg tekun hahaha..kakak ajar adik 2 sket ye..tlg dye sket..
kakak pon blaja rjin2 ye make our parent proud! maen2 la jgak tp stady 2 jgn tggl..

4rd-harith..
klu ko bace blog nie..ye..ak ngaku ak slh ritu..tp..xkan sal mende camnie ko nk ptus membe..ko da besa rith..pandai2 r pk..klu btol name membe..mende taek cam nie bkn alasan nk tacing2 keyh..

2 jela yg ak nk ckp n pesan..well..2morow mau grk melaka..doa kan ak selamat smpai keyh..
until then adiosss~ assalamualaikum n salam sjhtera wUuuhUuu!!

dont get me wrong

sorry if im disturbing u while u r having ur conversation wif ur frens..
i must haf annoyed u wif my text..
im juz worry bout u..
n most important..i miss u..we dun c each other quit a time..
n im starting to miss u so badly.wif d time remaining 4 me 2 go back studying. ol i can do iz juzt text u..
n wut a dissapoinment 4 me wif ol ur reply..

i juz miss u..no matter where,time n what im doing at dat time..u olweys in my thought

but ..
maybe it was my fault..
i dun rmmber bout ur habit..
i was wrong too..
assuming there r nothing n no one important than me..
that is my mistake
im sorry..really2 sorry..
next time..ill rmmber that..ill gif u spaces u need
anything..

so dat u noe..ill do anything 4 u..as long as we dun keep fyte wif each other..anything..
cuz u r priority among others..n olweys b

blank

i might forgive but may not forget.

after all dis year..i found out that sumtymes it takes a lot of sacrifice to make sum1 hepy

all that i want is to protect peoples that i love, that i care so nothing bad happen to them.

but..it appears that they dun care much..

everything dat i said juz left abandoned

d same situation juz keep repeating. n i guess this time i haf to call it a quit.

all my effort juz useless...

well..i juz want u 2 b hepy..

if i haf 2 keep all my pain, my disappointment, my sorrow 4 u 2 b hepy then ill do it

anything for u..

all i can do now is juz hoping that nothing bad gonna happen 2 u..
cuz i haf put ALL MY EFFORTS 2 protect u..

BUT D ONLY THING IN DIS WORLD THAT STOP ME FROM DOING THAT..

IS UR OWN ACT...

back 2 d right path..

i've been searching for the reason..
and wondering..
from the start..
why things are not the same like before..
feels like..
something missing..
everything is not right..
there's too many obstacles..
every day..every single moment..
i've tried to fixed it..
with all that i could..
but..
it still the same..

then..
just remember..
how far i've been..
from Him..

started my days without saying thank You to Him..
doesn't think about Him..
doesn't ask anything from Him..
doesn't pray to Him..
doesn't recite to Him..


Ya Allah..i beg for Your forgiveness..

siblings

yep..i haf 2 sisters - Maisarah Aqilah & Nisa Syahirah
both r different from me..they cute..smart n charming not like me..klu compare mesti rmai tnye

'r u really their brother?'

heh..
dun care la..

jdi ank sulung nie sumtymes xbezh..kdg2 nk gak aser de abg..kakak..

but during diploma..found sum1 dat i can call 'abg'

so close wif him..sharing everything..he olweyz b wif me..

but no longer now..

really miss him..

now..knl ngan gurl yg beza umor setaun jek..but pggl dye 'akak'..

penah plak ak pggl org yg beza staon 2 taon nie akak/abg
rezen?

cuz she treated me like her own brother
being so nice wif me..
even jmpe dlm 1 sem nie 2 3 kali jep..
contact pon jrg..tpi..she so nice 2 me..
recently hang out ngan dye..share my prob..n dye bg smgt sket..
even efek speech dye xbyk sgt..tpi kinda relieved..

thanx sis..really appreciated it..

but next sem wont c her anymore..duin her practical..

yeah..wonder y cant b wif d 1 u love 4 a long tyme..

but im hepie..

now dat i haf peoples..dat i can call..

ABG..KAKAK..ADIK

love u guys

hear me

im not d type dat lyke 2 complaint juz sumtyme need sum1..
at least juz 2 hear my story..everything changed..so obvious...
rase nk talk ngan sum1..but..evry1 de prob msg2..xske nk beban'n org ngan mslh sndri..

why eh?..bler org ssh bru crik kte. tyme epie gelak2 xde pon nk egt. manusia mmg cm2 eh?

ryte now..all dat i want is go HOME .


evrything not going d way i hope. mmg la kte xkan dpt sume. but..
hurm..

-no longer haf mood 2 stady

-evry1 seems so far away

-peoples want me 2 listen 2 them but they didnt even try 2 hear me

-smiles cover up sorrow. it works .

ohh0oyy~~

hoho ari nie bmula sperti biasa...got clazz here..got clazz there nothin interesting.

tp..jeng3! haha blik claz tdi xde pe nk wat so dak2 rumah(larong,kupang n cine) decide nk g bli peti ais n washer machine arie nie gak..actually d plan is 2 buy it 2mollow.
so,kteorg pon grk r g kdai letrek. ritu dah survey peti ais rege ok la $580 tpi tdi dpt krg lgi saploh hengget! ok la 2..

then grk g KOK MAMMO'UK! (courts mammoth) hahaha nie si cine r salah ckp. kat sini nk angkat washer machine plak..ritu survey $289 egt'n delivery charge free...hmphhh...49 hengget..
dah lari bajet...bincang pnye bncang kteorg decide bwk blik sndrey mesen 2. tppi pning gak r cuz mle2 egt xmuat nk sumbat dlm kete VIVA WRU milik larong,tpi brader KOK MAMMO'UK 2 ckp lpaz jek.so we gif it a try.

yg hebatnye bkan setakat mesen,kteorg skali pon muat msok dlm kete hahhahaha.


x caye??!! c it 4 urself maa...












end of story.

ASSHOLE..

ttbe la ak nk open cter nie..mmg da la lme jek ak thn since skolah kowt. delah sekor makhluk Allah yg perasan agak bagoss wlupun hakikatnye ko pnye bagoss 2 sebanyak secoe't grm jek...

alkisah la mase mule2 ak msok skolah nie..courze ak de 2 claz jek, ak dlm 2nd claz. well sume org ok jek tpi ak mmg xknl sekor pon dlm claz 1st clazz 2..ak aser mcm 2 planet yg terasing antara 1st n 2nd clazz so ak try la make fwens...nak2 org 1st yg ak nk try make fwens r mamat yg bajet nie.. WADEFAK!! naseb ak tyme 2.. so ak try r tego mamat WADEFAK nie...perghhh~~ mmg WADEFAK OF AN ATTITUDE!! tyme ak tego 2 mke xnk ketat mcm spender wrestling plak ak tgk..ak tnye jwb sepatah2 jek then dtg plak pompuan tnye ko sumthing bapak xcited glerh mke ko PUNDA!! ak da mcm org b0do jek kat c2..xpe2 ak chow..pasal pangai ko 2 ak decide malaz nk lyn d whole 1st clazz sbb ak pk dak 1st clazz nie mmg xcmpor ngan dak 2nd clazz

naek form5, ak nye result ok la jgak so ak dcampakkan ke 1st clazz nie..then xsmpai seminggu ak da ok ngan dak2 claz nie..mmg jauh la pe yg ak sangka'n tyme ak form4 dlu..tpi mamat WADEFAKK nie mmg sudah disangka2, pangai dye mmg thp hanjeng umah cine yg menyalak 3 4 pagi. Pangai dye nie leyh la ak rumuz'n mcm nie - desperately nk attntion dari pompuan-

dahla xb'cmpor lgsg ngan dak laki courze sndrey, pas2 klu leyh nk melepet ngan dak pompuan jek..haduish..dlu memule ak egt ak sorang jela yg xske ko..upenye dak laki sume 'kureng' ngan ko, smpai ade yg kuar statement xnk g reunion sbb ko ade..haha WADEFAKK..

pas2 dah habez skolah egt dah berubah pangai, hmphhhhh~~ HARAPAN! kat fb pompuan bkn maen ko mlayan..tpi ngan kteorg dak laki..BOYAN! so ak delete la ko sbb ak aser xde pekdah nye umat mcm ko nie..then tdi ak tgk notify ko add ak..otomatik tgn ak click ignore padahal otak ak nga kosong tyme 2..

so,klu aser2 nk b'kawan perangai kne senonoh keyh!

mezmer~

adi houzmate tyme ak part 6 de kat kl riney, dye ajak ak lepak so ak lepak la ngan dye..rndu kat dye n houzmate2 len-kupang&larong- kteorg lepak g makan n cter la mcm2 standed r da lme xjmpe..ak egt blik sume kenangan tyme lazt sem 2..bezh gler kot member kamceng ak sume dok 1 rumah mmg havoc glerh r..dala byr sewa umah sebulan jek pdhal dok 5 blan haha sape soh tuan rumah baek atie sgt..trimaz encik yg smpai skang ak tataw name ko..

pas lepak adi kne gerak so dye anta ak alek mah..then kol 5 ak g amek adek ak kat skola agama..nk wat cmne..dlm biodata ak skang kat bahagian occupation 2 dah tulez unemployed, so mmg bapak ak serahkan tugas drebar kat ak r..ak bkn ape..ak nie pemalaz sket nk bwk kete..sobab eh driver2 kat kl nie tyme amek lesen dlu cekgu dorang ckp "klu ko nk jimat mnyak ko xyah bg signal..nanti minyak ko save 2 bar" .klu drebar teksi lg r..dorang pkai NGV en so otometik signal dorang xleyh pkai..xcaye meyh r jenjalan kat kl..

mlm ak lek2 jap pas2 dak2 ajak men futsal ngan awe klantan,men la jap smpai kol 2 g tgk spain kat mapley gurney..ade ak arai ayie farik n harith yg sekembalinye dari new zealand curry houz..harith bg souvenir kat kteorg..nie ak nye~~~




THANX harith!!

well..konon nye esok arie plg bz ak..ak nk g uitm shah alam nk try tnye sal degree ak,nk ptong rmbot sebab ak da samok sgt nie,nk anta baju keje ak n nk tlg farik setelkan kedai otak2 dye..skang pon da kol 6 lebeyh..agak2 kol bape ak bgon.. marilah meneka..zzZZzzz..

mandi~~

arinie ak bgn mak ak kjot..

mama:bang..membe ko kat luar.

aduhh!! ak tgk enset..hermm! kol 9.59! cantekk..smalam dok bahan2 farik lazt2 ak yg lmbt..apekesial laa..! cepat2 ak amek attire futsal ak ngan ksot! dgn xbsoh mke ak stret kuar n jmpe dorang wat mke xbersalah hahaha. then ak ayie farik arai gerak IFC..

smpai sane sume da de (lan n haziq)..ak lek2 dlu..pas2 tyme men la aser pling sial..ade 3 team -team ak..team ed..n team membe ed- team ed 2 pnye sng kteorg labi..tpi team lgi 1 nie kteorg yg kne labi..pdhal team ed labi team lgi 1 2..apekesial la..
pape pon ak puaz maen sbb aser de chemistry improvement dlm team..

abez men kol 12.30..kne msok keje kol 2..dak2 nie yg diketuai arai setan bakar line ak ngan ayie ajak g mandi kat templer..mcm sial! lazt ak ngan ayie tewas ngan hasutan setan2 tuh..ayie msg kat manager ak-si wady d boss ckp kteorg de kenduri so msok kol 3 hahahaha..so g la templer mandi manda..kat templer nie plg bezt! ak tgk arai tgolek mcm ahmad r0oney gemok dari batu sbb licin..hahahaha mcm nangka busukk la sial!!

then kteorg nk grk..pdhal tyme 2 da kol 3 hahahaha..lmbt lgi la msok keje nie..tape..last day hahaha..msok2 keje je wady ngan tagline dye

FAKKY0OU~~

wat d hell of attitude a manager! hahha arinie rmai gak customer..
then wady soh closing awal..pdhal dye da plan nk mandy kan ak ngan ayie..mcm sial..
ak nga bsoh pggn kne jiruz ngan air longkang..FUCKIMAK tol!! ayie kne air mop ngan air ayam haha tpi revenge iz ours! ak ngan ayie rendam stokin+kasot dlm air then bling kat wady..hahahaha tepat kne muka!! pdn mke setan!! (sore haji bakhil)
blik umah bsh2 then ak mandy..skang ak nk g mlepak ngan farik ayie arai..gtg..chow~

born..

yeah..riney mmg ari plg lansuwer bg ak...pagi2 da bgn lmbt cuz tgk match england..
dala ngantok..tape..msok keje lmbt perkara biasa dkt rasamas..ak manager plak..
tyme keje ak soh kupang cek kan ak dpt dgree under uitm x..
kupang dah cek..dye kate xpat..ak dah jadik xbtol..

1 arie nie ak aser d0wn glerh..tgk bola ngan farik arai pon cam pe jek..ak xtgk pon..
tmenung jek..dah bez ak blik troz..mle egt xnk kuar ngan pompuan nie..jakgi ak pk t ak rndu plak kat dye..tape2..kuar jek..dye ckp mke ak masam jek..ak aser bese jek..xpe..
layankan...haha anyway dye r tlg ak wat blog nie..n lepak ngan pompuan nie wat ak cheer up sket..thanx b! ala ok la 2 sket pon cheer up gak en?en?en?tgk..dah majok mkn kentang plak dye..tape..pndai la ak pjuk jakgey..

hurm..pape pon ak still hope rayuan yg ak wat (otw) dtrime..amin..

hey b..thanx 4 evrything..i lurve u so much syg..