whole thingy

yeah!! new semester gonna start! xtaw la pe yg ak aser..xcited?naah..slalu nk stat sem sume ckp :

'sem nie ak nk try wat better dri sem lpas'

'sem nie ak nk try nek kan pointer'

'sem nie ak nk dl'

x payah!!

HAHAHA

3 taun da ak dok asyik ulang2 ayat2 tuh..ending same gak..
so ak juz nk enjoy jep..ape yg ak dpt 2 sume dri usaha ak gak en..so juz do it..

cutie sem nie ak mlepak jek..futsal..bowling..mlepak..tgk bola..mlepak..
sng citer mlepak jela..

oh..ak ade ucapan n pesanan sket kat org2 trtentu...

1st-miera @ syg..
jge drie leklok ye..jgn nkl2..b syg baby..egt 2..baby sorang jek..namo dgil2 da pasnie ye..
biarla mende2 yg da jd 2 kite jdi kan pngajaran (ceh ayat)
namo jdi lg keyh..im olweys urs..

2nd-farik..
thanx weh lepak ngan ak..spend tyme dgr ak merepek2..thanx sgt2 weh..haha thanx delay blik perak..ak de membe lepak SABATA hahaha sayang~ hahaha t cutie sem cam biasssa r en hahaha..

3rd-both my sista..
adik2 ku..sila la belajar dgn rajin lg tekun hahaha..kakak ajar adik 2 sket ye..tlg dye sket..
kakak pon blaja rjin2 ye make our parent proud! maen2 la jgak tp stady 2 jgn tggl..

4rd-harith..
klu ko bace blog nie..ye..ak ngaku ak slh ritu..tp..xkan sal mende camnie ko nk ptus membe..ko da besa rith..pandai2 r pk..klu btol name membe..mende taek cam nie bkn alasan nk tacing2 keyh..

2 jela yg ak nk ckp n pesan..well..2morow mau grk melaka..doa kan ak selamat smpai keyh..
until then adiosss~ assalamualaikum n salam sjhtera wUuuhUuu!!

dont get me wrong

sorry if im disturbing u while u r having ur conversation wif ur frens..
i must haf annoyed u wif my text..
im juz worry bout u..
n most important..i miss u..we dun c each other quit a time..
n im starting to miss u so badly.wif d time remaining 4 me 2 go back studying. ol i can do iz juzt text u..
n wut a dissapoinment 4 me wif ol ur reply..

i juz miss u..no matter where,time n what im doing at dat time..u olweys in my thought

but ..
maybe it was my fault..
i dun rmmber bout ur habit..
i was wrong too..
assuming there r nothing n no one important than me..
that is my mistake
im sorry..really2 sorry..
next time..ill rmmber that..ill gif u spaces u need
anything..

so dat u noe..ill do anything 4 u..as long as we dun keep fyte wif each other..anything..
cuz u r priority among others..n olweys b

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i might forgive but may not forget.

after all dis year..i found out that sumtymes it takes a lot of sacrifice to make sum1 hepy

all that i want is to protect peoples that i love, that i care so nothing bad happen to them.

but..it appears that they dun care much..

everything dat i said juz left abandoned

d same situation juz keep repeating. n i guess this time i haf to call it a quit.

all my effort juz useless...

well..i juz want u 2 b hepy..

if i haf 2 keep all my pain, my disappointment, my sorrow 4 u 2 b hepy then ill do it

anything for u..

all i can do now is juz hoping that nothing bad gonna happen 2 u..
cuz i haf put ALL MY EFFORTS 2 protect u..

BUT D ONLY THING IN DIS WORLD THAT STOP ME FROM DOING THAT..

IS UR OWN ACT...

back 2 d right path..

i've been searching for the reason..
and wondering..
from the start..
why things are not the same like before..
feels like..
something missing..
everything is not right..
there's too many obstacles..
every day..every single moment..
i've tried to fixed it..
with all that i could..
but..
it still the same..

then..
just remember..
how far i've been..
from Him..

started my days without saying thank You to Him..
doesn't think about Him..
doesn't ask anything from Him..
doesn't pray to Him..
doesn't recite to Him..


Ya Allah..i beg for Your forgiveness..

siblings

yep..i haf 2 sisters - Maisarah Aqilah & Nisa Syahirah
both r different from me..they cute..smart n charming not like me..klu compare mesti rmai tnye

'r u really their brother?'

heh..
dun care la..

jdi ank sulung nie sumtymes xbezh..kdg2 nk gak aser de abg..kakak..

but during diploma..found sum1 dat i can call 'abg'

so close wif him..sharing everything..he olweyz b wif me..

but no longer now..

really miss him..

now..knl ngan gurl yg beza umor setaun jek..but pggl dye 'akak'..

penah plak ak pggl org yg beza staon 2 taon nie akak/abg
rezen?

cuz she treated me like her own brother
being so nice wif me..
even jmpe dlm 1 sem nie 2 3 kali jep..
contact pon jrg..tpi..she so nice 2 me..
recently hang out ngan dye..share my prob..n dye bg smgt sket..
even efek speech dye xbyk sgt..tpi kinda relieved..

thanx sis..really appreciated it..

but next sem wont c her anymore..duin her practical..

yeah..wonder y cant b wif d 1 u love 4 a long tyme..

but im hepie..

now dat i haf peoples..dat i can call..

ABG..KAKAK..ADIK

love u guys

hear me

im not d type dat lyke 2 complaint juz sumtyme need sum1..
at least juz 2 hear my story..everything changed..so obvious...
rase nk talk ngan sum1..but..evry1 de prob msg2..xske nk beban'n org ngan mslh sndri..

why eh?..bler org ssh bru crik kte. tyme epie gelak2 xde pon nk egt. manusia mmg cm2 eh?

ryte now..all dat i want is go HOME .


evrything not going d way i hope. mmg la kte xkan dpt sume. but..
hurm..

-no longer haf mood 2 stady

-evry1 seems so far away

-peoples want me 2 listen 2 them but they didnt even try 2 hear me

-smiles cover up sorrow. it works .

ohh0oyy~~

hoho ari nie bmula sperti biasa...got clazz here..got clazz there nothin interesting.

tp..jeng3! haha blik claz tdi xde pe nk wat so dak2 rumah(larong,kupang n cine) decide nk g bli peti ais n washer machine arie nie gak..actually d plan is 2 buy it 2mollow.
so,kteorg pon grk r g kdai letrek. ritu dah survey peti ais rege ok la $580 tpi tdi dpt krg lgi saploh hengget! ok la 2..

then grk g KOK MAMMO'UK! (courts mammoth) hahaha nie si cine r salah ckp. kat sini nk angkat washer machine plak..ritu survey $289 egt'n delivery charge free...hmphhh...49 hengget..
dah lari bajet...bincang pnye bncang kteorg decide bwk blik sndrey mesen 2. tppi pning gak r cuz mle2 egt xmuat nk sumbat dlm kete VIVA WRU milik larong,tpi brader KOK MAMMO'UK 2 ckp lpaz jek.so we gif it a try.

yg hebatnye bkan setakat mesen,kteorg skali pon muat msok dlm kete hahhahaha.


x caye??!! c it 4 urself maa...












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