i've been searching for the reason..
from the start..
why things are not the same like before..
everything is not right..
there's too many obstacles..
every day..every single moment..
i've tried to fixed it..
with all that i could..
it still the same..
how far i've been..
started my days without saying thank You to Him..
doesn't think about Him..
doesn't ask anything from Him..
doesn't pray to Him..
doesn't recite to Him..
Ya Allah..i beg for Your forgiveness..